i'm rooted to this place i can't feel.stuck. trapped. locked in this tangled web of viens.and i'm the destroyer. sorrow is not a word.no feeling.non-existant.just turn into a wolf. i promise it won't be as bad. please just back away.stay out.leave.i can't break. i can't. don't. just burn. just burn.i told you to remember. but since when do you remember what i tell you. why did you stop?   Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun will never rise.
Living another day in disguise.
These feelings cant be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight  

all the grace you never had.all the beauty you never felt.all the possiblities that never stood a chance.  fuck never, it's all happening.and it's happening now.because it's called power, baby. and i've got it. you don't. not anymore. the feel of dominance courses through it all.tearing down all the insecurities.flooding over the problems and the inabilities.all pity disappears. because you just lost. and this is the most sincere smile i've ever worn.i don't even care that you can see the hostility dripping from my lips.because i'm radiating.feel the control. i'm emanating supremecy.soak it up. there's nothing else you can do.    sometimes i wonder
why I'm still waiting
sometimes I'm shaking
but thats how you make me