So ye spent my night on lyk a couples fest...fun times. My mate has jus started goin out with this lass an another mate is goin with this other one...an i spent th nite wlakin round with thm an a couple of other ppl tht i dnt really lyk...then another mate came with his gf, so nw im fukin depressed!! Fukin sik of bein single. I feel lyk such a loser cos of it. An it didnt help tht th lass was bein really patronisin to me. I know i dnt say much. I lyk it tht way. Haf of everythn i hear ppl talkin bout is stupid an they say it for th sake of sayin it. Im jus a prtty shy guy. i never know wht to say haf th time...bt its really annoyin tht i know im a fun guy. bt most of th tym tht guy only comes out after a drink. I keep lookin at myself in th mirror. I cnt help it bt i hate wht im lookin at. I jus wish i cud find a way to do my hair without lookin lyk a complete tool. It wont stay th way i do it in th mornin an i giv up when i go outside. Why cant i jus ask her out?? im such a fukin pussy lyks. Anytime anythin decent come up shes doin sumthin else...or i am...or i cant talk to her or whtever. Its really annoyin. An i thnk we cud be great together... I need to connect to you now... Come over here, my dear. I want to have a word in your ear.