It sucks, you know, waiting for emails that might never come. You sit there thinking "maybe they don't want to talk to me any more." Because being left behind sucks. No one likes leftovers. Fuck, and I'm exactly the same, because I'll treat you like dirt when you're not around. But haha, I'm not a beautiful, blonde chairleader or any other superior stereotype. I'm basically at the bottom. Thnx.

Ranting and raving about friends. About boys. About things no one really cares about - not even me. I guess it was only because I needed to get it all out, so I could sort through it I suppose. 　　　　I don't think I'll be writing anything deep and 　　　　meaningful on here, but I'm sick of whining. Whinging. 　　　　Moaning. Just needed to throw that out there.

Everything's deleted. 　　　　　What a shame.