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  • i don thave to sell my soul his already in me

    by thelastrose on January 30, 2008
    Denying is the most important lesson a human being can ever learn in life. well simply because we are brought up living that way. Well for example when your mum ask you a question and if you don't give her he correct answer...you are so damn fucking screwed...so one thing we got to learn in our life is bascially lie to ourselves and deny everything we feel.That way life would be great in it because nobody would get hurt...everyone around you would be happy we got to learn to get use to pain...
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  • January 22, 2008

    by thelastrose on January 22, 2008
    Right, so life so far is still the same.Really nothing much had change yet.I mean my feeling towards things in life.Oh i should say i getting really bored each day.Don't know why recently i heard of so many stories regarding death.Well it makes me feel depress...cant excatly describe how i feel.All i can say i keep thinking and wondering what the fuck i have done in my life...And the answer is NOTHING!Is like everyday i wake go school get home study...Seriously its empty.If tomorrow i'm gone today wont mean a thing.Why the hell ami studying for what the hell am i so concern about every fucking thing in life.Afterall its the same.Aint't it?we will all fade away.one of my dearest friend will be leaving me tomorrow.I fucking hate it!
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  • January 12, 2008

    by thelastrose on January 12, 2008
    well i have been trying really hard not say fuck all the time...but then again FUCK! Fuck world Fuck people Fuck situation Fuck society Fuck anyone who had been shit to me Fuck fakers Fuck posers Most importantly FUCKME! I hate the world today.I just hate it.But most of all i hate myself for who i am and what i have become.I hate myself for acting like a fucking poser and i hate people who try to correct me.Fuck them they have no rights. But then again of course they do. What in the world "all you need is love" I have no love no matter how i pretend I cant love and will never be loved
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  • January 01, 2008

    by thelastrose on January 01, 2008
    Its the start of the new year 2008...Fuck got to go back to school again.Arghhh!What suck the most is that i'm taking my o' level this year.Which means more studying!terrible isnt it?Anyway i hope this year would do me good.Shit would not keep falling for me again. Listening to kyo "ce soir"... MAY GOD BLESS ME!
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