Oh i certainly hate moment like this...feeling really dull,retarted,upset ,tired errr...upset.Nvm fuck it!i dont even know what i am feeling now.Simply just not much in the mood to do any damn thing.But i guess time like this are much better than being with people.I must be really stupid.I guess nobody in the world would have such...dumb feeling like me now. Somehow just like before i want to grow up.I guess by that time i would get done studying.i would be able to do my own shit.But the journey to there seem so long and winding. Till then,I would still be stuck with all my fucking depression and insecurities. *I dont think i would ever realise vienna waits for me.*