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  • holidayas + boredom + bleached hair, green nails and slutty me

    by ilovehoratio on December 08, 2008
    What cannot be seen: Our crumpled childhoods Our scarred wrists How we hated our bodies How hard we tred My envy My black starless destiny The life I couldn’t lead From book I read a long time ago, it strikes a chord with me for some So.. gus’ party :) It was great, dancing, dancing dancing and more dancing But I dance with too many people and too close I went home n I felt so slutty Anyway.. Congedi right.. I went out with him in like yr 8, well hes been quite friendly lately. Too friendly I rekon hes finally forgiven me for dumping him for Declan So he sends me a text.. yeah come of soon n ill lick you out… mm… I don’t even like him… twas quite random apparently I aseem to attract guys… I don’t know how At all…. As one friend said the other day.. They meet you one and they become ur slaves…. I don’t think so… I just bleached my hair.. its kinda orange atm :S It kinda looks cool but iv gotta tone down a bit :
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  • and every voice inside my head....

    by ilovehoratio on December 06, 2008

    iv just finished 3 discs of dawsons creek so bear with me for a sec:

    My heart is in my hands
    My head is in the clouds
    My feet have left the ground
    My life is turning around and round
    And every voice inside my head is telling me to run like mad
    Oh bows and arrows stars and sunsets
    hey hey hey yeah
    hey hey hey yeah
    Every heartbeat, every kiss just
    Makes me wonder what all this is
    Suits of armour Hearts and arrows
    Hey hey hey ye-eah!
     

    its actually amazing :) im sooooo addicted, i cant be bothered fighting it.

    :)

     im actually quite happy.. i earnt money today  and havent done much else and hopefully tommorow night im actually gonna b allowed 2 go 2 gus'

    my fingers are crossed so tight i cant get blood to them anymore

     

    yedterday werent so good though..

    i got all my exams back:

    a for indo :D

    d for maths... i actually thought i migt have passed but meh

    b for one science

    n c for english.. which is silly coz i did reall good in the essay but not to great in the other thing... i dont like averages

     

    then we went to the city n ran n hannah looked at all the expensive clothes they could buy n i watched and tried to work out how to eat n not spend all of the nonexistaent money i have

    then i got home.... ad rents were shitty as uasual coz im such an evil bitch according to them and they found out about my exams and got very angry 

    evens dawsons creek made me cry :(

    it wasnt that it was bad a such.. but more like all the goood stuff made me feel like i wasnt good enough

     

    im better today though and im richer n hopefuly im gonna b partying :)

     

    xxx

    it wasnt suppposed to  be a bad day but

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  • lets get wrecked

    by ilovehoratio on December 04, 2008

    im so tired

    i went to marcus' movie premeir (which was amazing) but i practically fell asleep

    mm.. one particular guy was tehre from the pagent.. but i forgot to get his no...

    AGAIN

    aduh!!!

     

    last day of school tommorow!!!!

    oh my god... yr 11 next year

    shit

     

    ill get my exams back too...

     im scared

     

    nothing else happened...

    yeas it did.. i FINALLY sawdot.. n i got working headphones now!!!

    xx

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