HAPPY :D Again. This time FOR GOOD. 'i'm starting to notice the difference between the lies that you spin and the truth that you mean..'

well of course i wasn't over it. You always hold your head up high, 'cause it's a long long long way down. But in the end it doesn't even matter. DOES IT EVEN MATTER TO YOU THAT I CARE. Heaven sends and heaven takes. But it's not your choice to make. i just.. i don't know.. how could you..? just another trial and an error to you isn't it. i'm shaking. :/ [Listening to: A Sadness Runs Through Him - The Hoosiers]

So i'm over everything and don't care any more and no, i'm really not jealous. though my friends seem to have taken it upon themselves to care and hate people for it, and its causing a rift in the group, i think. i'm trying really hard to hold it all together but some people are starting to sound like they're forgetting i'm on their side. or maybe i'm making too big a deal of this. i wish i was in love. i wish there was someone who mattered. i wish everyone would finally realise that they matter. now it's all over all my lyrical inspiration has gone out the window, obv. so turns out i've got no lyrics to write here after all. so i'll put someone elses =) "Always here, always on time. Close call; was it love, or was it just easy?" -The Killers "Calling tears from deep inside, oh you're so exquisite. And in the mirror, all midnight eyes. Oh, if i could remain.. But it's just a visit. All midnight eyes read 'vacancy'." -AFI They make a little more sense. (: Listening to: [Bleed Black - AFI]