i love sleep i love thinking about sleep i love imagining the next moment i'll be able to sleep i fall asleep thinking about sleep and i wake up wondering when i'll be able to sleep next i just fucking LOVE sleep. sometimes i can't answer my phone, even though i really want to talk to you. and i never approach people due to my inability to muster the courage. rarely do i step out of my perimeter. i enjoy the presence of strangers more so than of my friends. infact, i actually can't stand the people i surround myself with. my mother is my only real friend. i only hangout with people because i feel like i have too. if i do sit alone on the weekend it's look badly upon and creates tension i don't feel like dealing with. i'm quite fond of myself, with good reason too ( or atleast that's what i believe). i feel like i'm a rare species of human that doesn't quite get any kindof label because noone really ever gets to know me. contrastedly i know that's i'm absolutely noone and everyone is just like me, or vice versa. which leads me into never being able to commit. whenever i fill out tests ( that consist of; Circle one of the following depending how you feel about that situation. Always, sometimes, rarely, never) i can never choose one. i'm completely indecisive. the worst part is that these incomplex sentences don't even desribe me, yet i don't believe they were a waste of time. i have yet to hit the backspace key on any of these sentences, which keeps me content like i'm winging this. but how do you wing who you are? aren't we always just playing a part. and i purposely did not include a question mark on that last question because it is infact rhetorical.. oh and spelling does is not a paragon for one's intelligence. i like people who have intriguing personalities. people who i have yet to met or encounter. i hate when i use the word hate because i don't really mean it so why even say it. and it does disgust me how people these days say things they never mean.. which makes me a hyprocrite.. which is exactly what i am. oh pennstate just won. stellar but none the less... these pathetic sentences i've contrived are completely pointless because i feel as though they only sometimes apply to me. ~sensational.