#29 Me and Shane are over. His parents made him dump me because his grades suck. And he says we might get back together... Someday.. He flirted a lot today. I wish it wasn't over. It's really killing me. I wrote Shane a song for Xmas. I finished it 3 days before we broke up. And gave it to him 3 days after. It's called "Asleep On Your Shoulder." He hasn't read it yet, as far as I know. I thought it was good when I wrote it. But now that it's in his hands, I'm embarrassed. I planned to write him a notebook full of songs about everything that we did together, to give to him for his birthday (along with anything else he wants) but I dunno if I can. Every time I listen to our song (Thunder - Boys LIke Girls) I cry. I miss him so much xx