I've been feeling really..sick of my relationships with people. Everytime I try to have a good relationship with someone, it always falls apart. I'm thinking about becoming one of those people who spends hours isolated in ones room. I know there is a Japanese term for it, but I forgot what it was. My romantic life is certaintly going down. This is the last time i'm every dating an aries. I spent seven months waiting for him to break up with his girlfriend. I was so happy at the begining. But I feel as though he only pretended to want me just for the sake of having someone. I love him dearly, but it's such a one-sided relationship most of the time, that I don't know what to do with him anymore. I shouldn't have even agreed to it. We started going out about a month ago and I'm moving far away on January thee sixth. Until then, i'll drown myself in his fake "I Love you" and listen to some JRock. OHHH!!! That sounds like a good song line...DON'T STEAL!!! >.

Yay. A couple of weeks ago my friend introduced me to Dir en Grey. To say the least...im hooked. XD I also like Utada Hikaru, Ayumi Hamasaki, Gackt and Hyde. I've found some interesting icons on Gackt&Hyde...>.> XP