That song is pretty much describing what I feel right now. A panic attack is slowly building up again. Not necessarily a panic attack but another freak out where I cry. I hurts to see him distance himself from me. It hurts because I love him so much. I lost my chance, waited too long to confess but I was so afraid of him rejecting me. I did say something before but he never said anything. We never addressed it and now I am suffering. He wont talk to me. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll wish him well. I feel so lost.