ok i feel pretty sad right now, i miss my mom soo much right now. i am soo emotional and i just want to cry but i am at school and i cant really cry. just listening to "My Wish" really makes me think of her. i want to give her a ginormous hug and just talk with her. i wish that i could have helped her somehow befor she did what she did. it drives me crazy not knowing why she did this to herself and her family espcially her daughters. why would she just want to leave us? that is what i would like to know!