I'm so stupid sometimes, I'm never gonna be let out of this house again, shit. I really fucked uppp. Last night was amazing and horrible at the same time. Haha I'll break it down for you; Amazing: spending all night watching disney movies, then walking down to the beach, the moonlight's the only light, being the only people out there. Fucking perfection. Horrible: Having your parents catch you when you're skinny dipping. Yeah, that was my night.

Summer's just a flying by. I don't wanna go back at all. Summer love is fucking amazing, that's all I can say. I can't even describe this feeling. It's like I'm just happy all the time, when I think about him my heart pounds a mile a minute. And I'm so scared that school's gonna change that. You know what I learned though? Lust is a huge part of love. At least for me it is. Some people out there may disagree with me, but if I never lusted after him, I never would of fallen head over heels in love with him. Have you ever met someone and they just change your opinion on life completely? Like just one conversation with that person and you feel like you know everything you need too. And you feel like, complete? I have. ♥ Summer's ending soon, it needs to happen tonight. And you know what? I think it might (: