Well.. This is my first entry so tak it easy on me.... I'm a 14 year old girl that on most days acts moe like a guy. All my best firends are guys, so I've never had what you would call a boy friend... they are more of friends that are guys. I'm treated by these guys as more of a little sister than I am anything else... and I dont care about that... I really dont... but sometimes I imagine what it would be like I really could get a guy. My best guy friend of 5 years recently tole me that I was depressed and that he really didnt want to talk to me anymore.. He was like my big brother... he was always there when I needed him to be and I was htere to do the same for him. But that all changed... I still see him in the halls at school and its all i can do not to break down in tears.. I saw him the onther day and he walked right next to me not saying a word or even looking at me. My new best guy friend became an ass and as of last night we are longer friends... He's an awesome guy... He picked me up from work one night with a broken wrist after being up for over 24 hours and racing motorcross all day long... and didnt even complain.. yesterday he threw it in my face and tould me that maybe instead of getting rides home I should walk my fat ass home and shed a few pounds... I know what you're thinking... boy do I know how to pick them... Well..I guess your right... I pick the ones who love you one minute and turn out to be an ass the next..... Well...If you read this then you know a little bit about me and my life and the winners i choose to be my "big brothers" I just needed to let it all out... to people that dont know me and the people that Im having problems with..... Thanks for reading...... Mercedes