wowww. im abolsutely positively utterly bored out of my mind. i honestly dont know what to do. i know exactly what i want to do. but i cant. b/c its unethical, improbible, etc, etc. im not sure that i want to share exactly what this specific activity that i am tentative to attain, so i'll let your minds wander & clasp a concept that is well fitted to your disposition. anyways. point bein. i am so bored. although i realize i am currently doin' appoximately three things this instant, i am still unsatisfied. like a kid in a candy store who wanted a chocolate milkshake but was condensced to having a vanilla b/c the person ahead decided to absent-mindedly purchase a chocolate instead of a strawberry. words come to mind, but have no meaning at all. succfiently. unwillingly. sparsely. as you can read, i have the grammar of a fifth grader although i am currently about to proceed to the eleventh. the weather outside is utterly terrible. i cannot perform any of my usual nightly activities, partly b/c of the writched wind & rain. right now, id probably be ridin' my bike for about an hour, while listenin' to up-beat songs on my ipod. (old & new as a matter of fact:O ) & although i am thissss bored, i am thrilled to be performin; in a variety show tomorrow night, b/c i hope someone i know will show up & watch & listen to me sing. but i cannot find the happiness in this - unusual - sense of joy. hopefully i will, by the time i have to retire to my bed for my usual routine of healthy slumber. honestly, whoever reads this is probably three times as bored, b/c i do that too. although not other people's descriptions of expressing how bored they are feeling, but my own. to witness how pathetic i must sound to the global community. wow. i guess you realize how "bored" i really am.