Of course there is more to add, its levi afterall. Kso, if it wernt that my parents were lame, i would be leaving one of these days, to spend about a week with him :) god, i wish i could. i miss him so much. sometimes i miss him before we say goodbye, just because i know that times almost up. But think of how great it would be, falling askeep together at night, wakeing up to him in the morning. Getting to see him alll the time. i wish i could go. I wish i dreamed more. Really. I would LOVE to be able to dream like he does, like the one he told me about this morning. good thing that i have a house with a roof i sit on with my friends, overlooking a barn. coincidence much? or mabey just fate. Im starting to belive in that "Love at first sight" thinng. like i saw earlyer, you jus tKNOW they are right, the second you first talk to the person. then everything just falls into place, and you fall in love really fast. Im so happy it happened. I like haveing the comfort of him, you know? like, not haveing to contantly worry that they are going behind your back. its a nice change for once. But i love levi. Yeah, i do. :) I remember being stuck in texas, and just wishing i could be back in minnesota, as soon as possible, so i could see him. that was the week we REALLY started to get into eachother. And i remember sitting on his couch in his room, playing that game where we couldnt even brush shoulders or anything, man, i was going to cave. Or when i was sitting on his floor drawing him pictures, or that picture above his bed, with the rainbow, and underneath "i loooove levi" and with that connection thing, where i hugged his coat, and he kissed it at the same exact time. i dont know how to describe it, but its amazing, and hes amazing. im so lucky :) and he doesnt even realize how amazing he is.

Haha, A Change of Pace makes me happy :) ANYWAYS. I love levi :) why? cause hes levi, duhhh. Yup, hes perfect :) not even kidding, i catch myself smiling all the time, and i realized its cause of him. for alot of people, cathching yourself smiling isnt ordinary, and only happens when everything is going absolutley perfect. and for me, everything IS going perfectly :) seriously, i havnt known him for a lonnng time, but i already completely trust him, and i KNOW i love him. no matter what anyone thinks, i do, and i always will. im constantly checking my phone, hopeing i get one of those random "i love you"'s or a "Your beautiful" im so lucky to have found a guy like him, and im not just saying that. And that one weird thing were trying to get used to... that connection thing. Where we think the same things sometimes, and even when he was going out with my friend, we still had eyes for eachother, we just didnt admit it. "sometimes i feel like i'm still dreaming it seems like everyday you're always on my mind this is how we stay so connected, so connected over space and time when we talk about all my old drama you look at me and wonder how i'm not insane every week the days seem to get longer but you know our love gets stronger with every word we say stronger every day you know i would do anything for you" -Silverstein. Once, he asked me what the first thing that came to mind was when i thought of him, little does he know, that there are COUNTLESS things running through my thoughts then, his eyes, his smile, that one kiss, just everything in general. I know there are probably a few things that bother him about me, like my lameness and ho w much i like batman, xD and handhugs, and how sometimes i have nothing to say, so i jus tput a smile-y. but there really is nothing at all, not one small, obsolete thing that has ever bothered me, im not lying when i tell him i love everything about him. Seriously, im so glad that he gave me that picture comment, not only did it make me laugh at the time, but its the reason we started talking in the first place. I guess im just really happy that i actually found someone who i trust isnt going to hurt me or use me. but most of all, im happy that its HIM that i found. This one, im not giveing up on, Ever. I love you, baby

Levi, if your reading this, You Are A Little Girl ...but i love you :)

HAHAAHHA. shit.