"you have the power to rip this family apart, and if you're going to, then just do it." I'm afraid that I'm getting too comfortable being dependent on everything that is always there - a house, money, overall security. I just want to leave. I'm not going to lie, I know that I have a shitload of common sense, at least decent morals, and intelligence where it counts. whatever. I just don't want to wait for things I'm capable of handling now.