So, while I'm listening to songs of my sweet polish sister Ginger, I try to figure out why I'm so freaking sad today... I even wrote on my arm: "Kill me, I wish to die..." usually I wouldn't be shocked by things like that, but my day started out pretty well, for the first time I woke up without a headache, but during the day, my head just felt 10 times it size, I was about to cry, I just didn't feel like looking at my friends anymore. For the first time I ment it when I said that I wanted to jump off the school building, perhaps they would see that it WASN'T going that well with me. Always complaining, but never asking me why. Not that I could answer though... But at least they would try to help me... Well, can't do that now... I have a dream to achief(or however you spell that, don't hate me, I'm dutch). Well, hopefully that stupid b*tch from my dancing lessons cheers me up... we'll see Greetings and salutations from the mage of the lost souls, may darkness surround you and lead you to the path of light...