i'm falling apart. my entire world as i know it is shattering into a million pieces second by second.
what began my eternal missery was my moving to a place i don't want to spend the rest of my life at. i don't plan on staying there long. i don't plan on letting myself be told what to do. hopefully life there ain't the way i'm told. but how naive am i to not understand life is like that there. it makes me sad to think my life is breaking into a million pieces.
the more they talk about it. the more i am reminded. the sadder i get. wtf... why is life so unfair? When i find the one person who makes me happy i am torn away from that person. i do not love this wonderful man i have as a bf, but i care much for him. i know he'll be hurt, that he'll cry, that he'll have his world fall apart also because i'm the one he wants to spend the rest of his life with. it hurts me to think he's going to be hurt. it hurts me to be away from him. i do not love him, but i have grown accustomed to his love and words he says. he wants me to himself. & i feel like that's exactly how it should be.
idk if anyone reads this... but if someone does...
Can you tell me why life is so unfair?
Why does it tare you away from the things you love and care for?
Why do I have to leave the only place I've known?
Why do I have to move to a place I do not want to go to?
Why?
Why does life suck?
what began my eternal missery was my moving to a place i don't want to spend the rest of my life at. i don't plan on staying there long. i don't plan on letting myself be told what to do. hopefully life there ain't the way i'm told. but how naive am i to not understand life is like that there. it makes me sad to think my life is breaking into a million pieces.
the more they talk about it. the more i am reminded. the sadder i get. wtf... why is life so unfair? When i find the one person who makes me happy i am torn away from that person. i do not love this wonderful man i have as a bf, but i care much for him. i know he'll be hurt, that he'll cry, that he'll have his world fall apart also because i'm the one he wants to spend the rest of his life with. it hurts me to think he's going to be hurt. it hurts me to be away from him. i do not love him, but i have grown accustomed to his love and words he says. he wants me to himself. & i feel like that's exactly how it should be. idk if anyone reads this... but if someone does...
Can you tell me why life is so unfair? Why does it tare you away from the things you love and care for? Why do I have to leave the only place I've known? Why do I have to move to a place I do not want to go to? Why? Why does life suck?