This kid is amazing!!! He came to me in March 2010, but we were just friends. I never wanted to wait on anyone. I figured it was a waste of my time. Well I finally just lost it and dropped to my knees, prayed to God to stop this crazy feeling inside. Then I realized that I knew the Lord wanted me to wait on that special someone. Well after waiting when I could just easily find someone I waited for the Lord to send him to me... After all the weeks pasting by and I still really wanted that guy, but knew down deep inside that God would send me someone I just needed to keep my faith so strong where nothing could make me lose it. After having all the terrible things happen in my life, so many deaths, so many fights. I knew that the Lord was going to send me that special boy someday and now on May 4th, 2010 I really believe that he is the one!! I pray that God will take care of us and so far we are amazing!! The lord has blessed me with so much an one thing I am very thankful for is that he sent me a very strong christian boy that I know one day he will be a very strong man of God!! I hope that one day we can get married and that the love I feel for him will turn into everlasting love!! Thank you lord for the wonderful blessings!!

God loves you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(= FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD, THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH IN HIM SHOULD NOT PERISH, BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE!!! (JOHN 3:16)

God created the heaven,, and earth... But some ppl,, say that scientist did... How could that be??? How were they made??? God is the one,, that created the heaven and earth... If you don't believe it,, read the (holy bible)!!! Why do we go through things??? Cuz if we hide something,, God still sees it!!! We go through things,, so we can learn!! Your not alone,, cuz God is always there!!! Just ask him in your heart,,&& pray!! Thank him!! Go to church!! Without god,, there would be nothing!! Without God,, it would be noting!!! So if I was you,, I would rather wanna be going to heaven,, living for eternity,, then burning in hell forever!!!! You choose!!! God loves you!!! God bless!!! Just have a little bit more faith in him!! Keep praying!!! He really cares!!! Thank you && God Bless!!!

These things I put on here are corny!!!!!!! I love God!!!! He's Awesome!!!! You should love him too!!!! He gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not parish but have eternal life. John 3:16 God really cares!!! Just do these three things, ( Add mitt, Believe, And Confess!!!!) Have Faith in him, and he will do whats best for you!!!!

Why? Why is everything coming to me so quick? I'm always fighting this evil war, that its just tearing me apart!!! I know that God is the only thing that will help, but sometimes it's hard not to worry when everything is'nt, going very well!!! But the only thing to do is bow down on my knees, and pray though i know it does'nt always work the way I want to. The Lord is my Savior!!!!!!!!! With him everything will work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I ask anyone if they read this, don't feel like your alone, because your not!!! Jesus Christ can be your Savior too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So much for crying, theres too much fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My dads going to prison and I feell like I'm in a randsome! My mother is staying with my step father, while he just got through beating me. My brother really needs my mother! But shes making all these mistakes its really hard for my sister and I to take. My grandpa gets sick everyday! How could I just sit there and lay?????? Soon school we be starting back and I'm not even packed!!!!!!! Theres no way of turning back when you know your screwing up this very second. My God help me be better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My boyfriend and I have to start all over, it really sucks to have really bad luck. well it's so hard to become a somebody that your not. well may one day I'll become a someone???

As days get colder I'm getting so much older! My mom is lost in this cold blooded world, it's a terrible war!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My dad makes me so sad that he is doing so bad! Not long from now my older sister will be in the aldult world now!!! My brother is going through this crazy stage it's wripping a big page, out of my screwed up life. My boyfriend and I just broke up, it's just like theres something missing in me! Is there really a God? I pray but it doesn't allways work. Why me? I need some help! I'm waiting here while my life is falling apart!!!!!!!!!! God please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!