ME: hey ricki, what's up? how is school?? you talk to anybody from camp since we left camp?? -Emily RICKI: hey well i miss you so much school is ok well i have talked to stacey but thats it how is school for you? ME: well that is kool that you are kinda of liking school. i don't start school til september 2nd cause we just buildt now elementarys so we have to get them ready for the school year. so you really don't like taylor cause i figure you guys would work things out and maybe be friends outside of camp. -Emily RICKI: no she tried to say that she was going to beat my ass and I knew she couldn't so I said something to herself ME: o i didn't hear about that. did this happen at camp??? well i have a question on your myspace for your sexaul orientation are you really bi or bi- curious or is it just a joke. if you are that is fine. it does brother me at all. :) RICKI: yeah it was at camp she was being dumb and i guess my brother and her are still dating and same with stacey and rex they are dating....its cute....but yeah i am bi. ME: that is pretty funny that they still have their little camp boyfriends. that is kool but yeah i am gay so yeah if you ever need to talk or anything i am here. so how has school been? i just start today and it was any ok first day of skool lol. -Emily RICKI: well I kinda figured it out at camp when I told u that taylor liked u and u said sorry shes too young so I kinda figured it out...lol...so do u have a girlfriend ME: No I don't have a girlfriend. But i actually like you a lot. i couldn't tell you at camp because if someone would have found out i could have got kicked out of camp or at least got in trouble. well do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? do you talk to Bobbi or as you call her TT? -Emily RICKI: uhm well no i dont have a girlfriend or a boyfriend and uhm well i didnt know that you liked me that was a shock.....lol but yeah it was i like you too ME: why is it a shocker that i like you?? but that is really kool that you like me. what do you like about me?? would you ever consider dating?? -Emily RICKI: uhm well i think cause you didnt really act like it i guess you were more closed in about it but i understand cause we were at camp...what i like about you.....well i love the fact that you tell people whats on your mind and that your not one of those girls that let themselves become available and you already know thati love your voice.....lol!!!! and i dont know i would consider it the only problem i would ever have with that is i wouldnt really see you ME: well yeah i really like you alot. but i am glad that you understand that i couldn't be open about it at camp cause i could have got in serious trouble. but i like you alot your presonilty i love your laught it is just amazing. you always made me laught at camp. At camp you wouldnt let anybody fuck with you for the most part you didn't really let people piss you off.well i told you at the end of camp when you were about to leave and i said you are my favorite camper that is not a lie at all. i would defintily consider dating if it came down to it i would found time to spented with you but the only bad part is my mom doesn't know about me at all. -Emily RICKI: o ok well i do understand and that sucks that your mom dont know my mom knows that i am bi she doesnt care but its ok that we didnt get to spend that much time together but have you ever dated a guy? just wondering....and you always made me laugh too ME: yea i have dated a couple like benny (bri's Brother) and i haven't dated a guys since. and i don't like guys lol you know. well my mom wouldn't care either i am just not ready for her to know. RICKI: i understand ME: yeah so you talked to Bobbi or TT as you would call her? RICKI: uhm no i am supposed to write her i need to get on that ME: o yeah lol i have talked to her a little bit. did you know that she might not be coming back next year. well she might get a part time job a camp. well do you have a cell phone well if you have texting you can txt me when ever at 740-403-2382 RICKI:

On december 12, 2007 I was talking to Derek. He asked me how I was doing and I told him I was doing pretty good. Then he asked me who I hated . I told him Emily Sparks. Derek asked why and I told him because she was saying that I was gay. Then he asked if it was true and I said maybe. He said that was not an answer so I said yeah I am gay. He said that it was horrible. I told him I didn't think it was horrible when he said he was gay in 7th grade. I was telling him that Emily Sparks says that her mom is not gay that was just her moms really good friend. I was thinking that if it was her moms really good friend they prolly wouldn't sleep in the same bed.