The whole concept of doing drugs, and getting wasted out of your mind, and having promiscuous sex is getting really out of hand. Virginity is passed out like free coupons to DQ, and smoking weed is like inhaling air, now. Drinking, it's like chugging water. It's vulgar and starting to turn inhumane. I'm done with it, cold turkey, straightedge from now on. My life got fucked up too fast, and I'm going to make it better. A is pissing me the fuck off. Don't brag about how much you smoke weed, you sound stupid. Don't brag about how much weed you own, you sound addicted. Don't fucking do it, you're stupid. And by the way, start being a better friend or you're going to get a swift kick in the face.

ADTRs new cd kills... its good im going to bed i was so baked last night oh my 4 bowls goodnight

tomorrow i have to perform my skit or whatever in theater. i'm a tad bit nervous, but whatever :) I'll put my anxiety into it, to make it better than ever. i'm optimistic, let's hope this lasts for a while. today i went to your memorial Ashley. Everyone misses you so much. Dillon was crying, Britt was crying. Tylyn was trying to be strong, but she couldn't hold it in. We all love you, we'll see you soon.

RIP Ashley Lauren Wilks

ill never leave you i promise i will never make you cry i will never put you down i'll never laugh when you're hurt i'll make sure you are always happy i swear i'll hold you when you want to be held and i 'll tell you the truth if you ask for it i'll let you do what you want to, i'll never complain i'll give up everything for you just for you i'll do EVERYTHING you can and could NEVER do for me