I'm tired of a lot of things. I find myself not wanting to ever, ever step out into the real world. the most current stream of people doing the most current things makes me pretty sick. And I'm really so fucking tired of everyone in the whole entire stupid world getting high and thinking they're so cool. I'm tired of feeling so left out out of every little thing. I'm tired of stupid girls ages 7-20 whatever. I'm tired of men wanting to control everything. I'm tired of not knowing if someone is lying or not. I'm tired of how unconnected sex can be and never really knowing it. I'm tired of thinking too much. I'm tired of being controlled by time, other people. I'm tired of the way everyone has to look you up and down just because you're walking by them or sitting near them. I'm tired of girls with no self esteem and not being able to give it to all of them. I'm tired of girls being taken advantage of and guys getting away with it every minute of the day. I'm tired of trying so hard for things no one else gives a fuck about. I'm tired of being so lost, so mute to the rest of the world. I'm tired of you, you, youuuuuu. And i don't even know who you is. I'm tired of living here and not being able to leave. I'm tired of trying so hard to make other people happy 'when I'd much rather kick them in the eye'. And how they don't give two shits about me. How people are so cold. I'm tired of adults thinking they know fucking everything about their kids by comparing them to what they hear in hysteria from the news. I'm tired of clone girls in their ugg boots, that's so not even everrr important! I'm so tired of the shallow people. I'm so sick of how hard it is to get away from them, to find other kinds of people. I'm tired of who really rules this world.