So, I have another journal but this is where I can write whatever I want and won't care. Why? Because most of you don't know me. Fine with me, you can judge me and it won't bother me one bit. On to business.... I just don't understand. I can't get over the fact that my ex has already moved on after a whopping week. I'm not asking to mourn over our relationship for an eternity, but one week? After saying how much you cared for me and blah blah blah, one week? That hurts, it kills. I don't wanna care but I can't help it. I know you ended the relationship, but at least pretend like you care in front of me. I don't wanna be bitter, but it's far to easy to be then be happy for your new relationship. I'm bitter and angry, sure it was only like half a year, but really a week? I can't get over that, I should, but I am so pissed right now. What blows even more is your promise of being friends, which was a load of crap to get me to stop crying. You hardly talk to me and when I try, "you are too busy." Not very friend like, how could I have been so stupid? Why am I so dumb to still have feelings for you? I think I am just most angry with myself, going into this I knew something like this would happen. It's just my luck, I had a feeling. Boy was I right, you know, like I always am (lol). I should not have given in. I should just let go, but it is really difficult. I hope you are happy. Songs I am feeling right now: "Are You Happy Now?" Michelle Branch "I Miss You So Much" TLC "Cry" The Killers "Find A Way" Justin Lanning "This Is My Life" Fefe Dobson