funny guess thats a big o'l fuck you then? you never had a clue anyway

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years ago you where an unending tragedy a persistant dose of misery i hated i killed I medicated all in your name you ripped you beat you stole you cheat a shadow, a cancer, a question without an answer you where nothing and you still are your tears painfull gasps exscape cries that i love you, that i can change but you can't a belt around your kneck is the only way to keep it off your back small slits of innocence are what keeps me from falling of track the shadows that drips keeps me from talking the loss of blood keeps me from walking 10 seconds to late a life to short i hated i killed I medicated for an exscape for a box inside a hole for some tears and a rock for a ray of hope that was never lost for the one way out my only cause but i can't because of the woman crying on her bed for the blood she would spill if she found me dead for her tears that would fall on this dry earth because her face would be covered in dirt because her life was so much harder then that of my own because she's looking for love, to find a home because she thinks shes found it all in me but shes wrong, each day my heart grows more heavy because i know one day she will realize and on that day tears will fall from our eyes for the pain we fought thru and time she wasted for the false hope and dreams we never tasted and on that day i'll realize she'll be so much happier with me watching down on her from the skies