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shes so slender, so well composed her eyes glisten within our light her lips grace a cool glass bottle and her tongue dances throughout the night she has the ability to pull at my heart she doesn't hold it back she knows she has the ability to bring me to light she hasn't ever looked back her dress it flares projecting her passion she dances, beauty was never so vibrant and her hips brushes within a fraction of my body, hers shines, she has me eclipsed her body her mind she has the ability to create a part of me she doesn't hold it back she knows she has the ability to heal all of me she hasn't ever looked back her heart beats for every breathe of life she drinks it in, paints clear all the lies her colors, her sides bring on perfection i've fallen for every one of them shes cleared my eyes shes brought love gave me fire brought me hope gave me desire shes beautiful in every sence of the word her heart beats, at times for 2 every moment i'm with her i'm far over due (like i don't deserve gah clear up) every second your with me, everytime you kiss me every I love you, you miss me i'm overwhelmed & overcome in admiration, in love god blessed me with your heart i've always loved you, from the star

it takes two hearts fused together to feel free it takes your eyes staring back at me more then i could ever dream of your... it takes your hands beside of me walking a once lonly road infront of me it took a set of fingers to untie me and your constant love to guide me your... more then i could ever dream of the mistakes make me greatful that your still here with the same look in your eyes as you did the night we kissed with the same calm voice and soft hands as you where when i first messed up with the same persistent undieing love everything i could ever hope for your.... your... everything i could ever hope for

oh, the temperatures dropping by the moment oh baby we can't survive this climate the distance it's growing and weather, it won't stop snowing... how i'd like to see that smile... our breathe we can see and our eyes are getting heavy how i wish you where here how i wish youd lie next to me forever.... it's 40 degrees and my hands are shaking the winds blowing are cutting right through the house the pipes are frozen with no sign up help how i miss the glow in your eyes wrapped, it's not the same i miss your body i miss your name i miss your voice... and baby if i had a choice you wouldn't be so far away and baby if i had a chance we'd be forever someday if you saw the beat of my heart, it's pumping for you, it was from the start and baby if you saw my mind, you'd see i'd never leave you behind (again :( ) and baby if you felt my arms you'd know you'd never be harmed with intertwined hands i help out my heart with locked lips our forever, began to start a ring to remind you our future, it's real a hug and a kiss to show you i feel what you feel i'd spend forever no matter the cost stay forever no matter how long i'd fight forever even if i was ment to lose i'd give all of me even if i could choose ( i love you star

who defines crazy, what is crazy, who can understand it who can fully comprehand something they've never felt/had. it's judgement, passed on from someone elses point of view is evil is good all just based off of point of view. War, iraq war we thought was right, and i bet you the soilders fighting on both sides thought they where right. if someones willing to live and die for a point of view I'm sure they thought they were right. who was? whos going to pass that judgement, everyone will. only god knows. do we as people do things purposly because they are wrong, if you tell kids, hey if someone offers you a purple pill don't take it are they more attracted to those purple pills, would they even know therewas such a thing had we not told them. you say i am what you think, thats not reality that's reality in your mind nothing else. the judgment you pass on to someone (negative) you can't judge me, you can't judge anyone, if the only reality you know is the one in your mind you can't judge anyone but yourself. you make your own laws, the laws of society are ones that shape form and corrupt. you must make decions and choices marked by right or wrong the very basis of everything you do should be for that, not what others what not what others deem right, what you do you can't understand a world that you've never lived You can only judge yourself and if you were or are manipulated then you dont know yourself and blame others for your problems,

scorched your torn waiting for more greyish clouds pass overhead inspirational words overheard vertical cries fall straight to the floor burry your heart beside your crown expecting to much from the wounded out the door again give this time takes whats mine whats mine whats mines I don't care settle in, close the door behind you fire, into ash close the jar let the wind carry as far as unjust. just close the door behind you give it time its all above you power, is power is power. the law of the land leading us to death brought by your wn hand they fall planes over head inspirational words led them to it believe whats behind you believe it's because of you

help me, dear god alls i have left is you with bloodshot eyes I try to peer straight thru passed the plastic people locked inside their own crooked mirrors passed repeated sounds of the same day by day fears i can't stand this i can hardly stand i cant handly this, fallen from your hand this stuggle drives me mad, but it's all i've ever had, held, thought of or known the only thing i've conceived, believed I'm distraught alone. have i been misguided deceived or is it faith or blind judgment who can tell a leap or a fall know one cares to know I cut straight thru, a bloody outcry for love i lost it today I've given up dear god he whispers as hes whole body shivers dear star he writes as his pen delivers with astonishing elegance tears fell on thin blue lines on the notebook that stored every unspoken story they sunk into page one and ran true to the end no blood no mess, no body no nobody a simple amend hes gone, no further not closer he simply never existed not in your eyes or mine his images were concived by you by me hes nothing what you want him to be he never existed your own reality in your own mind he tried to be, what was s hard to find on the highway he ran to, before he was left behind his mother seated quitly no exspession without fear as his father beat his sister untill blood became tears sunken eyes shallow breathes he can't overcome his emptiness no blades no pills no beer no thrills life seeking death what a game one i cant seem to win or lose, stuck in the middle i can't seem to choose. help me dear god he whispered in bed i want life were the last words that he said

I'm real confused...lol