I really don't write very often, Myspace is out of date and Facebook is on the rage but you didn't need to read this to know that. Well, I'm sure in 2008 I loved John O'Connor just as much as I do now. We started to date just a teeny bit over a year ago on October 22, 2009. We drove up to Salem with his dad and his dads friend for our anniversary. I had a lot of fun with him, and I even stole a small snail bowl from a thrift store that had it out on display with other normal figurines. The clerks were foreign and spoke a different language, along with English, so I assumed they didn't realize it was a bowl. Though I'm not sure why being foreign would make anyone unaware or oblivious of marijuana paraphernalia. I've never dated someone for so long before... its a strange feeling and I don't like to ask myself how long we will last, but I'm not exactly the optimist. I feel like the way things are now our relationship will be able to last along time, I just keep this fear pressed into the back of my mind that people get tired or bored and desire change. Right now I'm at my mom's house, she lives in Cumberland, RI... I live with my dad in Mass, not that far from here. I shouldv'e gone home late Sunday night after she brought me and my younger sister to sixflags or early Monday morning, but on the ride home I asked my mom about her family plan and if she had any open lines on it. She had two open spots. Now, I am almost 19 years old, and I've never had a phone. I bought a ten dollar virgin mobile no contract phone once that wouldve cost 100 or more a month to keep up with. needless to say I found that pointless and chucked it since I've been so use to not having a cell phone all my life. So I asked my mom if she'd add me to her plan, and she said wed look for one at emerald tomorrow(which was Monday) giving me no choice but to stay the night until I got a phone, she asked if I wanted to look online for phones and I was like heck yeah, Ill browse my selection, and we ended up ordering the pantech ease online because we'd get an awesome deal for real cheap on the phone. IT came with free overnight shipping so now its tuesday and I'm sitting here waiting for my phone which is guarenteed to arrive by 3:00 p.m. which blows because John is driving up to visit me before work and he would've taken me home with him but he works at 2 which means he'd have to leave here a little after one and I Bhave to get a ride home from my dad tonight after he gets home

is friday the 22nd of february 2008 (leap year/weak of school vacation) and I realize I use this site alot more than myspace nowadays thank God Myspace, I feel is a creative website, but its a waste of all the Time we have. anywhooo I woke up abooout, eight o'clock this morning, and actually felt like cleaning, and when I was finished I smoked up, and came online, hallelujah! listening to mewithoutYou