So I hung out with Mitch today. We played Diddy Kong Racing, watched Weird Al music videos, and went to Subway. Very fun day. This is the result: *ahem* Tears for Sears: For Matt, to his sweet love. Xoxo. (chorus) Ray Raaaayyyyyyy Please won't you stay... I know I've heard you're a good lay I promise I'm not gaaaaaaay No matter what Mitch and Jayme say... My love for you is as thick as my beard It's as predictable as a Clay Aiken song I know that may sound weird I just smoked a bong...while wearing a thong (chorus) Ray Raaaayyyyyyy Please won't you stay... I know I've heard you're a good lay I promise I'm not gaaaaaaay No matter what Mitch and Jayme say... Let's hang out in Sears I know that may sound lame But I am in tears Because I just came (chorus) Ray Raaaayyyyyyy Please won't you stay... I know I've heard you're a good lay I promise I'm not gaaaaaaay No matter what Mitch and Jayme say... Take it to the Bridge y'all! Bridge: I know I have a child with another and Derek is the mother But please give me one last chance And me and you will share our first dance Chorus x2 Haha, and we found the definition for "rustic." Excellent day haha.

I feel like if I don't write an entry about this, I'm going to scream and take out my irritation on the next person I see. I was just watching the video for Panic's Lying Is the Most Fun A girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off, and oh my god, I couldn't believe all the idiots commenting on it. It bothered me when people called the video stupid, merely because they didn't understand it. If you don't understand it, research it, wikipedia it, talk to people about it - do NOT comment about how you love Panic, but "this video is weird and stupid." If you loved them, you wouldn't call something of their's that you didn't understand "weird and stupid." Furthermore, it drove me crazy when people called the band, and their song titles, "random." If you knew anything about the band, you'd know that they get inspiration form movies, other songs, and books, which is often what the titles are quoting. In this certain case, they're quoting the film/play Closer, in which Alice says, "Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off, but it's better if you do." Which is exactly where they got the title for another song. Again, research will give you all the answers. There is no such thing as "random." It's merely a term used when unknowledgeable people are too oblivious to make a connection between two things. Sometimes, I really hate the internet. Anyone who can operate a keyboard can spew all sorts of unintelligible shit in public view. *Sigh* I feel a little bit better now.

“You must find a boy your own age, someone mild and beautiful to be your lover. Someone who will tremble for your touch, offer you a marguerite by its long stem with his eyes lowered, someone whose fingers are a poem.” White Oleander So I'm back to realizing I've never dated the kind of boy I always dream about. I want someone soft and delicate, poetic and thoughtful, and just as small as I am. I want someone with deep green eyes that take in the world around them. Someone with tender, small lips that speak only of important and intelligent things. Someone who speaks when it matters, and who says all the right things. Someone who's voice is like music, colourful and expressive. I know he's out there somewhere, but he's not the one I'm with. Make-over shows make me cry

Stop touching me. Recoiling from your skin is not a sign to hold me tighter. You said you were good with hints. Is this one obvious enough for you?! Body language speaks, and my dear, you must be deaf. Getoffofmenow before I throw up. bromptonXblend, you fascinate me.

You never really appreciate your home until you're away from it for a week. I went to visit my Gramma in BC for a week, and it was awesome. It's so beautiful there, and so un-humid! The highest it went up to was 29 degrees Celsius, and it honestly felt like maybe 22 degrees here. I wish my province lacked humidity =[ Oh well. I swam in the Pacific Ocean! It was so cold, it turned my skin red lol. But anyway, I'm happy to be home. For some reason, I'm on a cleaning spree. My room has never been this clean and organized! And pretty soon I'm going to go clean the bathroom... So now I have a boyfriend and a bunny, when I only originally planned to get one or the other. My boyfriend's hair is 3 times longer than mine. I'm already annoyed by both of them lol. Oh goodness... Gates' party was awesome. Gotta love inappropriate gifts and thunderstorms.