So I'm pretty much completely bored right now. My brother and I just got back from my beloved old town, and now I can't find a single thing to do. I wanted to unpack while listening and singing along to music, but as soon as I put on the Panic! At The Disco cd, my mom walked in and asked me to turn it off. Fuck, I can't wait until she's done school. Honest to God, it's irritating. And yes, I'm being unreasonable and the direct opposite of understanding, but I'm tired of trying to understand everyone. People are exhausting, and I feel just like Holden Caulfield. I wonder what actually happened to him in the end, if he ever found love or not. Probably not, and I'll end up just like him. The magic 8-ball even told me so. Anyways, now I'm listening to the cd through headphones and trying to ignore the static. My mom just walked in and asked me to turn it down. I guess she thought she was being funny. Right. PATD was on SNL last night, and I turned on the TV just as it was finishing. But I wasn't mad because I got to look at Ryan Ross for about a minute, and he looked amazing. I found a guy in my town that looks almost identical to him, which I find pretty awesome. He's the best friend of one of my friends. I get to see them play next month! I'm so excited, I think I may burst. But I'll try not to, because that would just create an even bigger mess, and I already need to clean my room. It's starting to feel really small, and I feel all too enclosed. I can't wait to get a bunny. I've officially decided that I'm on a dating strike. Sorry boys, go find a less confused girl.