It's really irritating how there are only a few decent guys left. And chances are, I've already dated them, they irritated me, and we broke up. So yeah, I doubt I'll be dating anyone anytime soon. See the thing is, when I first meet guys, they seem really sweet and perfect and different, but then when I actually get to know them, they turn out like all the rest. It's quite exhausting, and it seems to be a waste of time. So for now, I'll just be single, and the next time I meet someone who seems "different", I'll just wait and see for a bit. Maybe I need to take things slower? I have no idea. I feel like being mad, but I have no energy. I wish I lived in Las Vegas when Ryan Ross was growing up so I could have known him. He seems like a gentleman, but whatever, maybe I'm just grazing the surface like I always do. Anyways, maybe I'll go to bed and lose myself in a pretty dream where nothing exists. Pleasant, no?