So basically, there's no way around it: I kind of, sort of, just a little bit MISS MY DAD I have no idea how this happened or why, but yesterday or the day before, I remember thinking something was missing. And then I realized it: I missed my daddy. I really shouldn't. I mean, it's his fault I'm here, and not in my blessed old town. But whatever, I really need to let that go. As Christa says, I have "Daddy Issues." Just lovely. Anyways, on to the journal entry name, there's 511 days left until I get my braces off! Whoo :] I was cleaning tables last night, and this one large guy in a red shirt says to me "Just wondering, do you ever smile." and I was thinking, 'What the hell.' Because I was just laughing with them when I took their order. So I just said, "Yeah I do, when I'm not so exhausted." And then I turned around and went back to the cash, because he was creeping me out. Man I can't wait to quit. Then I won't have to work until 1 am. But at least I get paid.

I finally finished my effing painting for art class. It took me over 30 hours, and I'm exhausted. But I'm done!! And I don't think I'll be taking art class next year. But anyways, today I have to work 4-11, and it's a school night. I hate my job so much. I think I'm going to quit soon and then apply to Value Village. I hate when cute boys are too old for me. It shouldn't count if they look 17, but are actually 20. *sigh* I Hate Sally on Friday I hope!!! I was so upset that their CD wasn't in Sam's or HMV. But oh well, I got Spill Canvas' new album!! I can't wait to actually have time to listen to it. Well, that's all for now. I'm off to school. Ugh, I'd rather go to bed.

Welp it's the start of a new year. Again. What I wouldn't give for it to be 2009. Then I would have my license, be close to getting my braces off, and turning 17 shortly. But oh well, since it'll be 2008 for the next year (go figure), I might as well make some resolutions. So here they are: *AHEM* Number 1) EXERCISE MORE - That's kind of the standard resolution though. God knows how long that will last. Number 2) LEARN TO PLAY ONE FULL SONG ON GUITAR - I have a guitar. I have hands to play a guitar. I just don't know a song. I'm thinking I want to learn either Self-Conclusion by The Spill Canvas, complete Boats and Birds by Gregory and the Hawk, or some song by Mayday Parade. Matt, help! Number 3) SAVE UP $1000 - There's really no reason for this one, except I need money to get my G2 in 2009. Not to mention, I need to start saving for university. Number 4)BE MORE INDEPENDENT - So this one basically means I need to start going places by myself, like the bathroom and the caf line to get food. I should be able to go to the bathroom without a friend tagging along by now, right? Number 5) BE MORE OUTGOING - Well, I've realized that I am sort of attractive, guys do check me out sometimes, and maybe I could flirt with people I don't know. So I think if I see a cute guy, maybe I'll try talking to him. What's the worst that could happen? Number 6) GET OUT MORE - I'm so lucky to live in a town with so many shows, so I should damn well be going to them. And that's it. Who knows if I'll actually stick to them, but they're fun to make anyways =]