Yeah, I'm here in front of my computer... waiting on this damn bell to ring so i can go to lunch... which will be at home... b/c all my money is going into the bank for college... which i STILL can't afford! Dang! Everybody is on your case to go but NOONE wants to help you out once you get there! The parents that are supposed to love and nurture you, ask for money that your earning to pay for their shit b.c. your mother doesn't know how to be a grown up yet. Some people learn as they grow, others are forced into it (me) and then there are the select that NEVER become fully grown. Don't be mistaken! They look like NORMAL everyday adults. But they still need their teenage daughter to help them out of binds that their parents have now decided (after 37 years of it) not to help anymore! So yeah, life for me at this time sucks, but i guess i should be thankful. It could always be worse. I guess that's why i like to watch the news. So i know that there are people out there that have ALOT more problems than i do. Or the reason i like to go to wal-mart at night. Because no matter how crappy i think i look... there's ALWAYS uglier! I know... that's mean! But hey if i'm not aloud to be mean in a journal where am i aloud to be mean? love, Bake your # 1 Tater