i know pot's not addictive, but it's starting to interfere with my everyday life. which sounds like something out of a fucking pamphlet or whatever like admitting your drinking problem but really, it sucks. like i'm constantly saying i need to cut down! and i do. it's insane. but i don't want to.. but i do. if i go a few days without pot i feel depressed and like on edge and in my head all i hear is "I HAVE TO FIND SOME NOWWWW" and i hate it. i used to never smoke by myself cuz i only liked to smoke socially but now i smoke by myself at the weirdest times, like 4AM and it helps me get to sleep. just cause i feel like i need it.. but it's impossible to be addicted! i just love how i feel with it. it's insane. i have court soon, sept 7th because of my arrest for possession, and chances are i'll get sent to drug court and i'll have to stop, but i don't want to! ahhh. i need rehab or some shit like that. this blows. i lovveee weed way too much :\