I'm certain that no one ever reads these things but whatever. It's like a way to rant? Recently I've been getting into The Devil Wears Prada. It's safe to say that they're becoming my favorite band :] They're coming to San Fransisco, that's about an hour away from where I live! I'd so go. It's on March 16th. Sadly that's a Sunday, and I'm still in school. ;-; THE REALLY RIDICULOUS THING IS THAT....TDWP comes the week RIGHT BEFORE my spring break :[ I'm just hoping my mom will cut me some slack and let me take Monday off. I don't think I can travel for an hour, get there at 8, watch all the bands there so it's worth my money, then take another hour to get back home and still get enough sleep for school! Let's just hope something great happens and I can go :] But if I can't I guess there's always warped tour 08!!! WHICH I AM REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO BTW. Anyway.... I think I'm finally out of that phase where I would basically only listen to hardcore metal crap :]. I still enjoy listening to all that stuff, but I'm finally expanding my music interest. From Job For A Cowboy to Death Cab For Cutie or Crystal Castles. haha. I really want to learn how to play the guitar. (ACOUSTIC) BLAHBLAHBLAH more random crap. Oh and lately I've just figured out that seriously....IDGAF anymore :] There has just been a lot of stupid people in my life that I really DO NOT want to associate with. It's hard to just ignore them since I see them everyday in my classes. Some of the ignorant kids have gotten 'chill' and are pretty cool now. But there's still that group of douche bags that I want to murder ;-; IDGAF IDGAF IDGAF IDGAF IDGAF IDGAF I just had to get that all out of my system. I've learned to deal with somethings in which I would have broken down if I had heard it being spoken. I've got a lot of secrets. Some things I'm not ready to share with my closest friends even. It's hard. But I've got to keep going, since life is indeed a game, but also a blessing. Today I witnessed one of my good friends being really sad, depressed even. Because I know SOME of the things she has had dealt with in middle school. It was hard to see her like that because usually she just hides her true emotions and is full of laughter. I don't know I guess that life is truly beginning for me now... xoxo.