so an ex-boyfriend wants me back. i went to see feeder the other night. and pulled the most beautiful man known to the world. party on monday. gig on tuesday. that's my life recently (: and i quite like it. this playlist is what my life is like right now: the colorful quiet - the one. mumm-ra - there she is. cajun dance party - amylase. mystery jets - flakes. that's the sad stuff. then there's the happy :). feeder - just a day. the count and sinden - beeper. platnum - love shy. the prodigy - everybody in the place. groove coverage - poisin. n-trance - set you free. i'm so in the mood for a party right now. my halloween outfit is the bomb. x

i just got feeder tickets. and i'm trying to get over the guy from the last journal. i'm just finding it hard. i didn't leave my school like i thought i would. i stayed and stuck it out. and made the best of friends along the way. things have changed. and i'm beginning to see things getting better. i'm hoping. i think it's going to be ok. thankyou guys. song of today: forget about tomorrow - feeder.

update on the last journal: the heart melter didn't go to the party and he now has a girlfriend. lol. but that's cool cos i don't know him. he's just beautiful. but i thought it was going to well with this guy who i think i've fallen for. and everything was so perfect. then his ex told him she's still in love with him. and i got dropped like a stone. it hurts. we're never gonna be such close friends again. it hurts so much. 'this is the one.. you've been waiting for.' song of today: the colorful quiet - the one