don't want to be broken down don't want to stand hopelessly... in the remains of what used to be don't want to face the truth don't want to admit defeat... don't want to know i don't compete i guess it'll just be like the old days gonna have to learn the old way... that things don't go the way they should i need to stop thinking of the way they could... i'm the only one who's there again... never ever knowing when the only one standing behind me... is yours truly i've never failed myself never failed myself but i don't want to help myself don't wanna help myself can't stop thinking i'm just a sap can't stop thinkin how the skies'll be gray yet becoming more unsound i am still unsound fallen into another trap and though i've beaten the dog away... i'm still miles underground miles underground so i have to find a way to surface.....again gotta relive the hard days... gotta re-learn the hard way things don't always go they way they're planned... and ya gotta focus on the task at hand i'm the only one who's there again... never ever knowing when the only one standing behind me... is yours truly i haven't failed myself haven't failed myself...yet but i don't want to help myself don't want to help myself again...