i'm so bored this is incredible. i've been on the computer for... *counts on fingers* 8 hours. wow i'm quite lame. drinking some awesome coca-cola. keeping me up. i don't know how i'm going to sleep tonight. i have to see that boy tommorow. and i'm fucking nervous. and i can't take this. and i got chris to join this site. score. i'm not alone on it anymore. i have too much energy.

thing is i totally like eric. just a bit too much. and i don't really know how to tell him. clay asked him how he felt and eric said he likes me, but that he wants to make sure that he's making the right decision what does that mean? how can he make sure? he's amazing in everyway.