could have seduced you and had a summer hookup run my fingers down your chest and hookedup behind the tent kissed your lips and slinked away you'd ask questions i'd never tell dizzy from the grass i'd walk right past down the hill and towards the concert to never see you again underneath the stars city gleaming in my eyes just a girl with a man for one night

the leaves are falling and my unhappiness is coming winter will pour and my bed will call my name day after day day after day its a day for sleeping its a day for leaving o'hare calls my name you call my name on the telephone all in my dreams i live in my dreams because this snow wont go away snow leave me i want you to leave me relieve me

crazy how things can change within a day blink of an eye and your away i didnt mean to make a fight just to start one

you told me i changed thats not true here she comes you have changed and i know thats true recognize recognize your new disguise boy you've changed now you complain smoke evergreen dress a mess and look up my dress what happend to you? that boy i knew never was like this where did you go tell her to go away

how does she make you happy i dont understand i dont know her that well but i suppose i pushed you to i never liked you back like that and now you go and get a girl she has hair like me and a jew like me does she make you laugh like me i miss being liked i miss being wanted dump her and come after me i miss being like i miss being wanted come after me come after me i just want what i cant have come after me i dont want what i can have go away go away

well i'll work real hard just to make you happy thoses days have passed looking back it was so sappy those things were so unimportant but i only want to move on move on as a success & forget the past so long ago you made me happy now i sit here and stare and think about hitting you now its cold outside and i cant go but baby you should know i want to i want you to know i want to want to go but who would i go to i dont know so i sit here and stay gonna try and be happy its all for the better pain and sacrifice will get me there 3 mores years then no more despair