after reading my last journal entry,it made me cringe. ugh. so it's been a couple of weeks now since i fell out of that van. my arm's still grazed and my legs are still bruised. ive moved on from 'that boy' and now have a mild liking for 'this boy'. i still hate college more than ever and im really unsure about what the future holds. i start a new job tonight. should have a few pounds in a couple of weeks, i cant wait to go christmas shopping. also,its my birthaday in 4months! it wont be long til i can buy my own booze and my own cigarettes. :) i want him to come back. please come back soon.