So, I'm a bit frustrated. Yeah, what else is new. It's not about the usual love crap, which I suppose is very refreshing for anyone who reads this stupid thing. Anyways, I have mood swings. bad ones. My nerd friends and I have decided that they are sinusoidal (if you don't know what that means, go back to school, you silly non-nerd). It sucks, and I feel like my boyfriend/fiance is going to get sick of me very soon, but I can't help it. Oh right, as a side note, last saturday the man of my dreams took me out to eat, then we walked back to his house through a park under the tree where he asked me out, and he sang this really sweet song and asked me to marry him. First I asked if he was serious, and he said yes, eventually, so of course I said yes. That is why it says boyfriend/fiance. Only me, the boyfriend/fiance, and the other one know about it, which is the way it will probably stay for awhile. Back to the sinusoidalness: I'm sick of being angry and depressed, and then the next minute I'm on top of the world, then repeat X infinity. And when I'm depressed/angry/sad, I want to tell him everything that has ever happened to me, and how I'm feeling, and exactly what I'm thinking, and how scared I am of just myself now. I'm scared that I'm going to lose him, I'm scared that I'm going to lose all my friends, and I'm scared that I've already lost myself. What to do, what to do...