I am bored out of my mind! But school is starting (gosh, I am such a nerd), so everything will get better, right? I really want to call him right now, but I don't want to bother him, he hates talking on the phone last time I checked. He confuses me, but I guess I wouldn't have it any other way. However, is he wasting my time? And even if he is, do I care? It's not like that would change my mind. ~My apologies again to whoever reads this crap that spews out of my mind.

Why is it that when I should be happy, I'm not. I worry, and I doubt, and all it does is make me frustrated. I feel very very alone, even though I'm not. It's kind of sad that the first time I do this whole journal thing, I'm complaining. My apologies to anyone who actually reads this stupid thing.