I've always had a crush on Zack from School of Rock. I hope his hair right now is extremely gorgeous. Me and Nicholas Jonas were meant to be. Okay, I don't know which one is which, so I'm going with him, even though I know it's wrong. But still... :) Damn, I'm such a Disney freak. Ew. >_< Did you know Disney used to majorly use sweatshos for manufactoring? You'd think being a huge corporation for CHILDREN wouldn't be like that.... O_O

hellogoodbye has the most romatic lyrics ever. their songs make me feel loved, even if they're not really being sung to me. makes me happy :) forest seems like me type of guy... sorta. okay, well, not really. but still :)

Study. Study. Study. SMILEsmileSMILE. ♥ study. study. study. SMILESMILESMILEFUCKINGSMILE. lalaLOSER.

art is back in action and five time more anorexic. Congradulations, you've been cordially invited. a.k.a. she is a motherfucking fatass. just wait, though. JUST WAIT. please.

Procrastinate, procrastinate. Haven't been on in a while. I want to belong, so here we go ♥ 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? I always look into other peoples eyes. Sometimes its to agitate them, sometimes its to show im listening, most of the time, it happens naturally. 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. Why were you angry? My parents are refusing me to get my ears pierced again. ARGH. 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make one phone call...who do you phone ? My sister. We'd start laughing over the fact that i'm actually in a burning plane. (yes, even if i was REALLY in a burning plane) 4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? I like to keep secrets. I'd hate having every one think about it. I'd rather have them treat me completely normally in the last month of my life. b) What do you do with your remaining days? Everything I can. (This answer is what the person before me left. I think i'll leave it.) c) Would you be afraid? Maybe. I think no. 5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love. Which do you choose? Trust. It's nicer. 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog? I love reading the reponses for this one. I would definately save it. I would feel proud after :) and then I would go to my boss and put on a really dramatic scene about the dog and why he shouldn't fire me. I truely believe that I can weasel my way out of anything. 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say? Laugh it off. Gosh, I'm such a bitch... 10. Are you the kind of person that people would want to have as a friend? Have you not read my previous answers? Hell fucking no. 11. Does love = sex? sex does not = love, but love might = sex... 12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to quit? If I liked the job, no. If I hated the job, I would consider this a sign to quit. 13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Earlier this year. I told my friend I couldnt trust her. Shes the type of person most people trust, but she gossips a lot, and thinks that personal feelings are MENT to be shared. I dont. I need secrets. 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back? Probably don't love them back. I would do it in subtle ways first though, to see what would happen. 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? My brother. He fixes every problem, and he's only two years old. (Don't even ask about age difference....) 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you? My friend. We were playing cards, and were helping each other cheat (cheat like MAD). We're bad girls... 18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? Can't tell you... 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Sure. (I like WFYs response too) 21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? My gut instinct would be the newborn. I need my grandmother, she is incredible close to me. 22. Are you old fashioned? Fashion-wise, maybe. And on other things. Not nearly as old fashioned as my parents... I like antique stuff :) 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? I think I'm always like that. Really, you never get anything in return. Especially when you expect it. And then you feel rejected. I like to be considerate of others. Its not that hard to be nice. 24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? I was kinda thinking about this. What if I never get married? What would be so bad? I think I might like it.... Borken heart seems kinda sad. But really, for this one, I would definately just flip a coin. 25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? So many possiblities....

The Academy Is... The Phrase that Pays WE Got AFI Love like Winter My Chemical Romance I'm not okay Under Pressure OKGo Here it goes again Other Ballons - DBSK Final Fantasy Monsoon - Tokio Hotel Spring Nicht - Tokio Hotel Panic! At the Disco Back to the Streets Paramore Misery Buisness (Electronic Remix) My Heart (live) Born for this (clip) Piano Saosin Voices (new) Voices Silverstein My Heroine Taking Back Sunday Louder Now MakeDamnSure Spin (live) 20/20 Surgery Decade under the influence Just trying to clean stuff out ♥

Remember that you are presenting next week. YOU NEED TO DO BETTER. Just a little reminder to myself.... Pssht, please. Art, dont lie to me...

Oh, here we go again. I am one to talk. True, there are so many stereotypes about Canadians, but I think we dont have all that much knowledge either. We believe that all americans are extremely rude, dont we? Or at least, some of us do. And sure, some people might not know we're in North America.... Americans cant really help it, they're not taught geography. It's not like we know every single detail about.... Cape Town. I think that makes us unfair....

Fuck, never procrastinate again. I am a lazy fucking ass. Je suis dans la petrin >_

Ode (O'Shaughnessy) by Arthur O'Shaughnessy This poem comes from the collection Music and Moonlight (1874). It is often quoted, but rarely provided in its entirety: often even where it is assumed to be complete, only the first three stanzas are actually given. We are the music makers, And we are the dreamers of dreams, Wandering by lone sea-breakers, And sitting by desolate streams;— World-losers and world-forsakers, 5 On whom the pale moon gleams: Yet we are the movers and shakers Of the world for ever, it seems. With wonderful deathless ditties We build up the world's great cities, 10 And out of a fabulous story We fashion an empire's glory: One man with a dream, at pleasure, Shall go forth and conquer a crown; And three with a new song's measure 15 Can trample a kingdom down. We, in the ages lying In the buried past of the earth, Built Nineveh with our sighing, And Babel itself in our mirth; 20 And o'erthrew them with prophesying To the old of the new world's worth; For each age is a dream that is dying, Or one that is coming to birth. A breath of our inspiration 25 Is the life of each generation; A wondrous thing of our dreaming Unearthly, impossible seeming— The soldier, the king, and the peasant Are working together in one, 30 Till our dream shall become their present, And their work in the world be done. They had no vision amazing Of the goodly house they are raising; They had no divine foreshowing 35 Of the land to which they are going: But on one man's soul it hath broken, A light that doth not depart; And his look, or a word he hath spoken, Wrought flame in another man's heart. 40 And therefore to-day is thrilling With a past day's late fulfilling; And the multitudes are enlisted In the faith that their fathers resisted, And, scorning the dream of to-morrow, 45 Are bringing to pass, as they may, In the world, for its joy or its sorrow, The dream that was scorned yesterday. But we, with our dreaming and singing, Ceaseless and sorrowless we! 50 The glory about us clinging Of the glorious futures we see, Our souls with high music ringing: O men! it must ever be That we dwell, in our dreaming and singing, 55 A little apart from ye. For we are afar with the dawning And the suns that are not yet high, And out of the infinite morning Intrepid you hear us cry— 60 How, spite of your human scorning, Once more God's future draws nigh, And already goes forth the warning That ye of the past must die. Great hail! we cry to the comers 65 From the dazzling unknown shore; Bring us hither your sun and your summers; And renew our world as of yore; You shall teach us your song's new numbers, And things that we dreamed not before: 70 Yea, in spite of a dreamer who slumbers, And a singer who sings no more. This work is in the public domain worldwide because the author died at least 100 years ago.