hmmm what to say what to say................... dunno...... oh yeah I couldn't speak for a day.. and everybody who knows me know that sometimes I can be a chatterbox ... and irritate the hell out of...well anyone............ so you can assume how was it not to talk for a day....

haven't written a damn thing.............. for a long time.. oh yeah.... seaside's gonna become my middle name........ oh I like swimming but I really enjoy drowning people gaaaahahaha ... ok yeah.... I'm going to watch CSI now so.... BBye!

oh yeah stupid thunder+lightning hit our house.... no internet.... oooooh I feel I'm blind!

aaaaah what to say... I hope it won't rain today.....so I can have as much fun as I did yesterday....... this si what I found .... ok ok heartbomb sent me.... :-D When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch , so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it . B - Babe I - In T - Total C - Control of H - Herself B = Beautiful I = Intelligent T = Talented C = Charming H = Hell of a Woman B = Beautiful I = Individual T = That C = Can H = Handle anything

stupid rain. and stupid thunder. and stupid lightning. rain makes me depressed.... thunder... oh light... and lightning scares me.... not because of sound.... because I think "will my TV survive?" oh yeah and temperature fell.... why oh why