this modest mouse song is so sympathetic to the way my life is changing. i graduate from high school soon. all this time i've been telling myself that i just need to get out of this place. that there is just nothing good here and as soon as i graduate i'm going to leave town. i've been thinking i have shitty friends and that this job i work is bullshit. but the closer i get to graduation the more it looks like the best decision would be to stay here. and even though i realize this i still want to go. "the truth is its myself." i'm getting worried that i'll just be unhappy anywhere i go. i dont want to be one of those assholes who are hanging by a rope clawing at their necks because all of the sudden they want to live. then again maybe i'm still high...