"ohz loook at me i am the 1337 xcore i have 666 and "x" in mah name like xxX666xcoreXxx and stoof and i am an almost rape victyyym who is now a whore who will do you easily cuz im stooping and if im a dude then i attention whore whoop dee diddly ding doo whaaaaa" Sorry, had to vent a little there.

...she won't give me a chance and is currently subjugating my own taste... Why won't she let me live... accept mine.. why is always HER? She lies. She'll lie to you too.

You see many people claim that music is their "life" and such, but when you ask them "What do you listen to?", they'll respond with "Oh, everything!". Unfortunately, this means that they listen to whatever their friends, the media, the radio tells them to listen to. Consequently, you have a lot of people who are fans of such bands as My Chemical Romance, Panic! At the Disco, Hawthorne Heights, The Used and others. This wouldn't be a problem, but it seems that they believe that THIS is music, and anything else is simply inferior. This wouldn't bother me, but very good bands I listen to, no one's ever heard, simply because media followers listen to whatever it gives them to, and they call it "their life". Now, you can go ahead and do that, fine and dandy, peachy keen, but at least give some other bands a chance, particuarliy some the bands I listen to, as they are under appreciated. Sonata Arctica Avantasia Kamelot Rhapsody (of Fire) To name a few. But, all in all, your taste is your taste, just don't get all elitist about it and then get hypocritical about how "music is your life".

She sho' makes a lot of journal posts. >_>

So I'm depressed. No, I'm not one of those stupid whiner poser bitches who think it's "cool". I avoided the prespriction for this REAL clinical depresion. So, anyways, I figured that if I couldn't beat it with sheer will power alone, it HAS to be the real thing right? Right. Anyways... A lot of it was caused by... Let's not say. But, right now ...I know that maybe if I had someone, I'd be happy at long last. No, I don't want one of those stupid sluts who'll leave me within 2 weeks time. I want someone to love me forever. Not just anyone... an angel. Someone nice, beautiful, pure... Someone I know was put on this planet just for me. Now, I know it may be shallow and selfish but... oh well. That's all I have to say. There's more but...it's best I don't annoy whoever reads this. Farewell. ~ Rafael Valtieri