Hmm, Well I'm Happy and in love.. but I feel like shit. He's going through stuff and I don't want to talk to him about my problems.. if he finds this out he'll get pissed off.. but if he finds out these things I don't know what will happen ( Nothing to do with me cheating) Every time I hear my phone my heart stops cause I think it will be him wanting to talk.. I don't wanna call him in case he's busy.. I'm way to Dependant. it's terrible. And I just have no clue what to do.. He makes me so happy.. I just wanna do the same to him.. but I get kinda shy around him.. and I never know what to say. GRR hmm.. well.. i shall shut my face now.