Why is there still a part of me that wants to keep going? Even though I am broken down and have no idea what to do. I still want so much from him that I will never have. I made it so obvious, I knew he knew, yet he would just blush when I talked to him. It was never anything different. When I got his number he was so cute, so beautiful, so dangerous, and so appealing. I thought I had a chance. But then-she was so pretty And I know she has your heart. You are so mysterious, and I'll never know that truth...