I'm in love again. And it hurts like hell because I feel so held back and unable to get joy out of it. Simply trying to "move on" doesn't even sound like good advice because he's beautiful from the inside out and worth more than giving up on so soon. But at the same time, there's not much I can do about the crappy situation besides pray and cry and sigh...

God, please help me with this. You know how I feel, and if You placed him before me for a reason, I know that we can make this right somehow. Thank You for my love.