I just wish for once, that people wouldn't make me out to be the bad guy. I've contemplated so many different possibilities, and I genuinely feel as if I haven't done anything wrong. Someone may bash me, and of course, our human nature tells us to defend ourselves.--That is the only time I say what really and honestly needs to be said. I have came to the point in my life where I don't feel obligated to trust anyone. I have Jake. He is my soulmate. He understands and he doesn't expect anything out of me that will contradict with how I feel. I have decided that I think the nature of mankind is evil. I think we are given the ability to cope with it, and make our lives a bit more peaceful. Yet, I still feel as if our nature is evil. I think I would feel more at ease if I could say that, and portray more of a reason for whats going on right now. I'm done being the nice person. The person who cares way too much about people, including the people that hurt me the most. I'm finished trying to tackle everything, on top of something else, just to please someone. I've finished this deal, and as far as I know, I don't plan on explaining my actions to anyone. I will listen to music in my art class, and walk through the halls without the thought of people in the back of my head. People are always doing things for themselves. Whether they donate money, a lot of the time, it's not for the noble intentions that they illustrate. I'm through with being affected more than is necessary.