going to DT at LS tomorrow night. Kinda excited. Knut der Eisbaer... aww. anyway. can't breathe, my nose is so stuffed up. getting hit on by a junior... it's quite entertaining, i must say. not much else new... life's actually ok for once. =] aside from not being able to see Trainspotting. ah well.

i deleted [almost] all my old bookmarks to people's SM's. it's really depressing. it's just so final... but i know they're never coming back. what's the point of keeping the link and the hope they won't leave? me and k left of the old crowd. and i, of course. =] but still... it's rather lonely. i dunno if i can make myself keep posting. too many memories. but i don't wanna leave either... i'll have to think about it. mya, rip.

everyone's leaving. the old crowd is gone... soon, it'll be just me, myself and I here. sad. and I'm never here either... people move on. as we get older, we've gotten much more secretive, less trusting. more likely to turn and run, or turn and stab each other in the back. is this what being a teenager is all about?